- jielin

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jielin
9:28 PM

http://nicelycrazy.blogspot.com/

jielin
6:09 PM

i am switching to xanga.. and.. i will only reveal the link at a later date.. =X

jielin
5:23 PM

hey guys.. i finally get to shop at the 4-stories forever 21 at 313!! and.. i am flabbergasted at how shopping in there could easily take up to 2 hours.. (: anyway.. the wide selection of apparels definitely will get you dumbfounded as i was even when the sizes available are rather limited..

jielin
12:10 AM

i am waiting for pictures to be uploaded again.. but this time.. it is the pictures taken yesterday..

jielin
3:56 PM

i am not sure if i should forgive her.. neither am i sure if i deserve to be forgiven by her.. the only thing i am sure is that i am afraid that history will repeat itself..

jielin
4:12 PM

went for pool last night with shawn and hui zhen at hougang plaza.. thereafter.. i suggested to head to upper thomson for prata as supper.. but.. it was already closing when we reached.. ): and so.. we changed our destination to jalan kayu.. (: i then wanted satay and orange juice but settled for lime juice and egg prata (shared with hui zhen) in the end as both satay and orange juice were not available.. ):

*will someone get me cheese prata from upper thomson for my birthday?? (:*

jielin
4:45 PM

a year from now..

jielin
4:29 PM

i was curious why is it that serene used the picture taken on entrepreneurship day for her wedding's presentation.. and then i realised that it is the only picture that the 4 of us had taken together.. ):

jielin
1:31 AM

i finally came up with my first resolution for 2010.. and that is to find a job.. a permanent job..

jielin
11:43 PM

the experience at kbox earlier on is a total disappointment.. well.. was told to make another booking when we asked if we could extend the timing as they claimed that there were not enough rooms.. now.. how am i to make another booking when there are not enough rooms in the first place??

jielin
11:43 PM

the driver claims that he knows the way to bottle tree park.. yet i had to alight opposite dieppe barracks before i called to book a cab which eventually got me to bottle tree park..

jielin
10:55 PM

it is almost a year since i have graduated from nyp.. but i have yet to decide on what job is it that i should undertake.. ): how??

jielin
3:49 PM

i am getting tired from updating my blog.. or rather.. lazy to update.. but.. at the same time.. i cannot bear to abandon it..

jielin
1:30 AM

well.. the pictures taken during serene's wedding has been uploaded.. but.. it is not those that i had taken with her.. ):

jielin
2:39 PM

went for pool last night at singapore orchid country club with hui zhen, wei jie and kelvin (not too sure if it is spelled as kelvin or calvin).. and in the midst of the game.. hui zhen went exploring singapore orchid country club where we ended up having to search for her.. =X anyway.. there were something that the guys had said which i am quite bothered with.. and that is girls with long legs and big eyes are more attractive.. which means that i am not attractive because i do not have long legs and neither do i have big eyes.. ): although wei jie did say that the length of my legs are acceptable and kelvin did say that it does not mean that i am not attractive.. i am still quite upset.. but well.. what is worse is that kelvin said that my eyes are small and my eyelashes are short.. ): disheartening.. that aside.. i thought i would be happy when someone could tell that i am single and not attached.. but.. i am not very please when the guys are able to do so.. why??

jielin
4:30 PM

i am waiting.. waiting for the pictures taken during serene's wedding to be uploaded..

jielin
8:25 AM

serene is getting married.. and the wedding dinner is on the coming sunday.. (: well.. when i first got to know that serene is getting married.. i was flabbergasted.. and slowly.. i became envious of her.. till now.. i am excited for her.. (:

jielin
8:59 PM

if you have the habit of always asking people who drive to send you home.. then never will i ever ask people who drive along when i am out with you.. by the way.. do i not look like i am single?? why does people always think that i am attached??

jielin
1:23 PM

iron man 2..

jielin
8:48 AM

from $30 to $60.. then from $60 to $120.. and well.. that is how much i had lost from playing mahjong recently.. ):

jielin
10:46 PM

is it wrong for me to have told you that someone will be sending you home?? is it right for you then to stay (just because i told you that someone will be sending you home) even when your mum has called to rush you home?? and.. is it wrong for me to ask of you to confirm plans with me when you are able to?? is it right for you then to cancel your plans with me at the eleventh hour?? well.. how ridiculous..

jielin
12:36 PM

went dragonfly with hui zhen and her colleagues yesterday after helping out at my aunt's office.. and well.. it is a totally different experience compared to being at such places with others..

jielin
8:01 AM

i never thought i could still have the opportunity to wrap 44 presents at a go.. especially when i am no longer working for gift a name..

jielin
8:04 AM

yes.. the same thing happened again.. i changed the skin for my blog simply because the previous skin had just disappeared.. and if you realised.. the pictures are taking longer to load.. ):

jielin
12:16 PM

hui zhen, po heng and me attempted to walk home after pool at ang mo kio yesterday.. but because we do not stay within walking distance from each other.. we took cab home after walking to the serangoon community centre.. anyway.. how long does it takes for you to walk from ang mo kio avenue 3 to the serangoon community centre??

jielin
1:39 PM

the victim is my left index finger.. the culprit is my right hand.. and the weapon is a penknife.. well.. my right hand had just used a penknife to cut my left index finger.. =X

jielin
11:44 PM

hong dan (my mum's colleague) will be taking a flight back to china on tuesday afternoon.. and thus the farewell celebration for her at kbox on thursday.. anyway.. she invited my mum and i to china where she will play host.. but my mum says it will only be possible 18 months later when she had saved enough money.. and i look forward to it.. (: that aside.. i played mahjong yesterday with friends i got to know through my attachment again.. but this time for about 12 hours where i got a little grumpy towards the end.. =X however.. i am glad that we had gathered because it will not be long before rui ling leaves singapore to further her studies in australia.. ):

jielin
2:18 PM

i found the reason as to why i had became fairer.. it is actually the result of the vita b mask sheets that i had been using..

jielin
8:56 AM

i think i am fairer now because i had to change to use a lighter shade of foundation..

jielin
8:24 AM

i miss those days.. the christmas season 4 years ago..

jielin
9:17 AM

i was complaining to my mum that i could not see clearly despite having my contact lenses on.. and had told her that i wish to go home even when i could see better after removing my contact lenses.. however.. my mum is against the idea of me going home simply because she is afraid that my aunt will nag.. well.. how amazing..

jielin
11:20 AM

chun li asked me to join her and her friends for 2012 while i asked hui zhen to join us.. and well.. i was actually very unease and sad when i was watching the movie..

*it only appears to be easy.. but it is definitely not easy..*

jielin
6:23 PM

i think i will get fatter helping out at my aunt's office because i am constantly snacking to keep myself awake.. =X

jielin
1:53 PM

lust..

jielin
8:22 AM

it has been 3 weeks since i had been helping out at my aunt's office with data entries.. and recently.. my aunt's eldest son is too helping out in the office with data entries.. but while i am doing what was supposed to be done by an administrative staff called david.. my cousin is doing what was supposed to be done by another administrative staff called salmah..

jielin
4:24 PM

jerry called me last night all of a sudden for mahjong.. but was cancelled in the end because jerry and his friend only wanted to play 1 round while po hsiang wanted to play at least 2 rounds..

jielin
1:54 PM

chun li has offered to pay $500 for me to go korea if only i go in her place with her friends..

jielin
8:35 PM

shawn and i went over to hui zhen's house yesterday to teach her elementary mathematics.. and to my surprise.. i still remember part of it.. =P

jielin
11:04 AM

i had been having the same nightmare these few days.. and in my nightmare.. i dreamt of myself falling.. and as i fall.. i could hear myself asking myself to grab on to something tight.. sometimes.. i would even tell myself to wake up from the dream..

jielin
12:51 PM

never ever will i work for or work with anyone close from now on..

jielin
7:48 AM

it is funny how hui zhen had actually asked me if i ever thought of taking part in the olympic after playing pool with me twice..

jielin
6:31 PM

finally.. i get to play pool.. (: well.. simply satisfying..

jielin
2:30 AM

why do people only notice my shortcomings?? do i only have shortcomings?? well.. is there perfection anyway??

jielin
1:10 AM

today is the day.. junior's seventh birthday.. (:

jielin
12:01 AM

hui zhen and i had not met for more than a year.. and when i went over to her house this evening to teach her principles of accounts.. she says that i look slimmer a year ago.. ):

jielin
10:20 PM

i was trying to save the document which i had waited for 7 hours and 13 minutes for the download to be completed.. but somehow.. the document disappeared.. ): and now.. i have to download it again..

jielin
3:51 PM

za pore smoother is now available in singapore.. but.. za blemish shoot skin conditioning mist is not.. well.. do i have to go jb to get it since i managed to get za pore smoother in jb when it is not available in singapore??

jielin
11:06 PM

11 more days to junior's seventh birthday.. (:

jielin
10:27 AM

i want plain snow skin mooncake with white lotus paste..

jielin
1:45 PM

i am now knitting a pouch for my ruby red nokia e63 messaging.. (:

jielin
6:13 PM

i had recently picked up the habit of having breakfast.. and well.. is that a good thing??

jielin
4:37 PM

za pore smoother.. za blemish shoot lotion.. za blemish shoot skin conditioning mist.. za two-way foundation.. za concealer perfection.. well.. i never knew i had so many za products..

jielin
2:29 PM

the shoe that i bought when i went hongkong in april gave way yesterday when i was on my way to plaza singapura.. ): anyway.. arranged to meet my mum and my sister at plaza singapura yesterday wanting to watch the ugly truth.. but in the end.. we watched whatever works in which the character played by larry david reminds me of guang de..

jielin
9:20 AM

my mum had just bought it for me on thursday.. nokia e63 messaging in ruby red..

jielin
7:31 PM

i hate it when i need to do exchange for purchases that are spoilt because i do not keep receipts!!

jielin
10:27 AM

did i tell you that the za pore smoother i bought in jb is cheaper than those selling in singapore?? anyway.. za pore smoother is still out of stock in singapore..

jielin
7:43 PM

i feel like having chicken mcnuggets now..

jielin
3:25 PM

headed for city square in jb with bennie earlier today wanting to watch turning point being screened in cantonese.. but because it took us longer than usual to get from woodlands checkpoint to sultan iskandar complex (jb checkpoint) due to the low frequency of bus 950.. we ended up being late for almost an hour.. and as we were both not free for the movie at other timings.. we went shopping instead where i managed to get my za pore smoother.. (: but well.. i am still quite upset that i did not get to watch turning point..

jielin
6:07 PM

was in the mood to bake yesterday.. and i ended up baking chewy chocolate biscuits.. (:

jielin
9:21 AM

2 weeks ago.. i had tendered my resignation so that i need not feel guilty over my frequent absence from work where i seem like a redundant staff..

jielin
10:36 AM

i bought it to try when i saw the advertisement in cleo's june 2009 issue.. and after having used it as my makeup base.. my makeup lasts longer.. besides so.. my pores are not much visible.. (: but the sad thing is that it is currently out of stock in singapore.. ):

*this entry was supposed to have been published yesterday.. but for some reasons.. it is only published today..*

jielin
12:15 AM

i think i am falling sick soon..

jielin
7:03 PM

i am now allergic to prawn and chilli although i was not in the past..

jielin
2:00 PM

i had all along been wanting to go on a trip on my own.. but.. where to??

jielin
6:50 AM

i should be on the way home now and not at home..

jielin
5:32 PM

it is time i should learn to work at a slower pace.. as told by my colleague.. by working at a faster pace.. i would clear the tasks given to me at a faster rate.. and by completing the tasks given to me at a faster rate.. the tasks left for me to do will too lessen at a fast rate.. in the end.. it will only result in me earning lesser.. ):

jielin
2:53 PM

what were you doing yesterday at 8.22pm??

jielin
5:24 AM

today is the fifth time i did not report for work just because i woke up late.. well.. will i be fired as a result??

jielin
3:45 PM

soon.. i will have my blog open only to invited readers.. do not ask me why.. i have no idea why exactly too.. maybe i need some privacy.. or maybe.. i am just following my instinct to do so.. and if you are not on the list of invited readers.. i am sorry..

jielin
12:47 PM

with the exception for alternate friday nights and all saturday nights.. i only sleep about 4 hours each day ever since i started work.. despite so.. the new colleague says i look fresh..

jielin
2:15 PM

a new colleague reported for work today.. and he is acutally employed to replace the colleague who had just left.. with that.. i am no longer required to do invoicing.. (: but wait.. can i really be optimistic with his presence?? or should i take him as a threat??

jielin
7:43 PM

it seems that blogger is not functioning properly these days.. my friends are complaining.. and well.. i am about to..

jielin
9:53 PM

9th august is indeed an important date for singapore.. but.. how many singaporeans know that it is actually singapore's independence day and not singapore's birthday??

jielin
8:57 PM

i am quite tempted to apply for leave on wednesday so that i could stay home and watch the solar eclipse.. =X

jielin
11:27 PM

this is bad.. i took cab to work 4 times this week out of the 6 days i work..

jielin
11:28 PM

i am insanely addicted to chocolate vanilla flavoured mochi ice cream.. =P

jielin
9:09 PM

it is pointless for you to just claim that you do not show favoritism and yet doing otherwise.. just in case it has slipped your mind.. but actions speak louder than words..

jielin
9:42 PM

i had rejected the offer of becoming a permanent staff who will need to handle accounts receivables.. and with that.. my position in the company remains as "temporary accounts assistant".. (: but well.. despite me having rejected the offer.. i am asked to help out with invoicing till they employ someone to replace my colleague who is leaving..

jielin
7:45 PM

a colleague of mine who is currently handling accounts receivable will soon be leaving the company.. and i had just been asked this morning if i would like to replace her and thus become a permanent staff.. well.. the only factor that is holding me back now is that i am unsure if i am able to do whatever that is expected..

jielin
10:58 PM

the higher the expectation, the greater the disappointment
the lower the expectation, the greater the contentment

jielin
11:08 PM

today is my first day working as a temporary staff for the finance division in a company in the senoko industrial estate.. and well.. i kind of fancy the environment given the colleagues that i am working with which makes me feel rather comfortable.. (: but.. is it wrong for temporary staffs to get dressed in dresses to work??

jielin
11:32 PM

alright.. i shall go shower first before the electricity ever trip again..

jielin
9:27 PM

the goods and services tax (gst) credits from the government should be here soon.. (:

jielin
2:17 PM

i am now contemplating if i should switch to using livejournal instead..

jielin
6:49 PM

gosh!! i almost forgot that it is sharon's birthday tomorrow.. ):

jielin
12:02 AM

well.. do you guys think i should consult a doctor regarding my insomnia??

jielin
3:36 AM

help!! i think i am suffering from serious insomnia because i have got difficulty initiating and maintaining sleep.. furthermore.. it has been like this for me for more than a year.. ):

jielin
7:06 AM

hey!! my mum had just added me on facebook.. =P

jielin
1:45 PM

here is an act of junior that makes him more irresistible.. and that is.. junior will insist on keeping whoever is not in the bedroom company and is only willing to sleep when all of us are in the bedroom.. (: well.. sweet!!

jielin
4:20 AM

i would like to go for the interviews.. however.. as you can see.. my left toe has been injured.. and with the injury.. i cannot depend much on my left leg for support.. well.. the pain itself had actually lasted for about 7 hours..

and here is the culprit..

jielin
6:19 PM

i had finally finished reading "p.s. i love you".. and the story is so touching that i actually cried.. well.. if you had not seen the movie.. then maybe you should really read the book..

jielin
4:27 AM

i have got an oral ulcer that is causing quite an amount of difficulty for me to eat comfortably..

jielin
10:43 PM

i am back.. (: not from the infinite break.. but rather.. to maintain my blog because i would not want anyone to think that my blog is dead.. anyway.. the reason as to why i had decided to take an infinite break would be made known only when i am back from the infinite break..

jielin
3:26 PM

i have decided to take an infinite break.. and i will be back only when everything had changed for the better.. till then..

jielin
5:18 PM

before i forget.. this is what happened few days back when i went to have stuffs photocopied at a bookstore with my sister.. as soon as we stepped into the bookstore.. we proceeded to where the photocopier was.. and for as long as we stood there.. we tried hard to get the attention of the uncle who was standing behind the counter using the phone.. despite having being able to see us from where he was.. he did not stop us from using the photocopier without assistance.. and the reason why we had decided to use it without any assistance was because of my sister's previous trip to the same bookstore in which they asked her to do the photocopying without any assistance.. but for that particular trip.. the uncle had actually shouted at us for not asking for assistance.. claiming that we should not have done so especially when there is no sign of "self-service".. however.. there is too no sign of "please ask for assistance".. well.. that is not the main point.. the main point is.. does he have to shout??

jielin
4:34 PM

it takes me about 1 hour to travel to work.. however.. i need about 2 hours to get home from work.. =X as such.. i had actually tendered my resignation.. and now.. i am back to the process of job hunting and interviews again.. ):

jielin
8:23 PM

went back to school this afternoon to rent the graduation robe for graduation together with serene.. and as soon as we were done.. we were approached to cast in a video for graduation.. well.. i hope i look presentable in the video.. (:

jielin
11:13 PM

today is my first day of work.. (: and well.. all i did for today were merely just the updating of the students' attendance.. =X

jielin
10:15 PM

i had long wanted to post about this.. that i actually love rainy days.. however.. i noticed that junior tends to shiver and will hide under my blanket whenever it rains.. as a result.. i ended up disliking rainy days..

jielin
10:32 AM

with me having accepted a temporary job and being offered a permanent job thereafter.. i had actually tried to arrange with the permanent job to start work only after the temporary job ends.. however.. it was not possible.. thus.. i have to make a choice between the permanent job and the temporary job.. of which.. i had chosen the permanent job.. mainly because it is not a temporary job.. and secondly because i no longer have to go through the process of job hunting as well as interviews.. knowing that my sudden withdrawal from the temporary job would cause changes in the schedule.. i had offered to have my friend to replace me so as to minimise the changes.. however.. my offer was subsequently rejected.. well.. i understand that it is partially my fault.. but.. is it still my fault after trying to help??

jielin
1:24 PM

i was just saying previously that i had accepted serene's offer of a temporary job because i do not have a permanent job.. and this morning.. i was being offered a permanent job.. =X

jielin
5:25 PM

i am very much eager to slim down as much as possible now.. reason being that almost every girls that i will be working with is slim.. ):

jielin
9:29 PM

serene offered me a job as a temporary promoter.. and since i do not have a permanent job currently.. i accepted the offer.. (:

jielin
10:14 PM

out of boredom.. i baked cookies together with my sister.. (:

jielin
11:43 PM

the need for me to shave the hair on my legs is about once every 3 days so that i am able to wear short pants and short skirts.. however.. i am getting tired of having the need to do it.. thus.. i was thinking of permanent hair removal.. but.. the cost of it has left me with the choice of doing it only months later.. ): so.. meanwhile.. i still have to go through the process of shaving the hair on my legs.. oh wells..

jielin
3:01 AM

would you take up a job that is 6 days week with your work schedules either in the morning from 10am to 6pm or afternoon from 2pm to 10pm?? anyway.. i doubt i am likely to undertake such job..

jielin
7:02 PM

i was reading a book.. i was chatting online.. i was listening to music.. and my sister was amazed that i could do all that.. at the same time..

jielin
8:42 PM

hey.. it is weird.. many people have been adding me as friend on facebook recently.. and there are some whom i do not even remember knowing them.. =X

jielin
12:33 AM

just minutes ago.. i was updating the photos from the recent trip to hongkong with photos from ron.. and now.. done!! (: anyway.. there is something that my mum had said which i have no idea whether am i happy or guilty over it.. she was telling me that it is alright with her that we (both my sister and i) start looking for a job only after knowing if our application for further studies is successful.. and meanwhile.. she is fine with us being jobless.. well.. i guess i am feeling both happy and guilty..

jielin
6:42 PM

hello all.. i am back!! (: did you miss me?? =X anyway.. i had only posted a few pictures from this trip up in this entry.. as for the rest.. i had it being hosted in my photo bucket account.. (:

actually.. there is this rather spooky happening during the trip.. and that is.. out of nowhere.. an extra piece of undergarment was found in the room which i had shared with serene.. ): however.. with the exception of the unpleasant moments.. this trip is great!! in fact.. it is the most enjoyable trip i had so far.. (:

jielin
2:39 PM