Monday, November 23, 2009
i found the reason as to why i had became fairer.. it is actually the result of the vita b mask sheets that i had been using..
8:56 AM
Thursday, November 19, 2009
i think i am fairer now because i had to change to use a lighter shade of foundation..
8:24 AM
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
i miss those days.. the christmas season 4 years ago..
9:17 AM
Monday, November 16, 2009
i was complaining to my mum that i could not see clearly despite having my contact lenses on.. and had told her that i wish to go home even when i could see better after removing my contact lenses.. however.. my mum is against the idea of me going home simply because she is afraid that my aunt will nag.. well.. how amazing..
11:20 AM
Saturday, November 14, 2009

chun li asked me to join her and her friends for 2012 while i asked hui zhen to join us.. and well.. i was actually very unease and sad when i was watching the movie..
*it only appears to be easy.. but it is definitely not easy..*
6:23 PM
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
i think i will get fatter helping out at my aunt's office because i am constantly snacking to keep myself awake.. =X
1:53 PM
Monday, November 09, 2009
lust..
8:22 AM
Friday, November 06, 2009
it has been 3 weeks since i had been helping out at my aunt's office with data entries.. and recently.. my aunt's eldest son is too helping out in the office with data entries.. but while i am doing what was supposed to be done by an administrative staff called david.. my cousin is doing what was supposed to be done by another administrative staff called salmah..
4:24 PM
Sunday, November 01, 2009
jerry called me last night all of a sudden for mahjong.. but was cancelled in the end because jerry and his friend only wanted to play 1 round while po hsiang wanted to play at least 2 rounds..
1:54 PM
Saturday, October 31, 2009
chun li has offered to pay $500 for me to go korea if only i go in her place with her friends..
8:35 PM
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
shawn and i went over to hui zhen's house yesterday to teach her elementary mathematics.. and to my surprise.. i still remember part of it.. =P
11:04 AM
Monday, October 26, 2009
i had been having the same nightmare these few days.. and in my nightmare.. i dreamt of myself falling.. and as i fall.. i could hear myself asking myself to grab on to something tight.. sometimes.. i would even tell myself to wake up from the dream..
12:51 PM
Friday, October 23, 2009
never ever will i work for or work with anyone close from now on..
7:48 AM
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
it is funny how hui zhen had actually asked me if i ever thought of taking part in the olympic after playing pool with me twice..
6:31 PM
finally.. i get to play pool.. (: well.. simply satisfying..
2:30 AM
Sunday, October 18, 2009
why do people only notice my shortcomings?? do i only have shortcomings?? well.. is there perfection anyway??
1:10 AM
Friday, October 16, 2009
today is the day.. junior's seventh birthday.. (:
12:01 AM
Thursday, October 15, 2009
hui zhen and i had not met for more than a year.. and when i went over to her house this evening to teach her principles of accounts.. she says that i look slimmer a year ago.. ):
10:20 PM
Monday, October 12, 2009
i was trying to save the document which i had waited for 7 hours and 13 minutes for the download to be completed.. but somehow.. the document disappeared.. ): and now.. i have to download it again..
3:51 PM
Saturday, October 10, 2009
za pore smoother is now available in singapore.. but.. za blemish shoot skin conditioning mist is not.. well.. do i have to go jb to get it since i managed to get za pore smoother in jb when it is not available in singapore??
11:06 PM
Monday, October 05, 2009
11 more days to junior's seventh birthday.. (:
10:27 AM
Saturday, October 03, 2009
i want plain snow skin mooncake with white lotus paste..
1:45 PM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
6:13 PM
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
i had recently picked up the habit of having breakfast.. and well.. is that a good thing??
4:37 PM
Saturday, September 19, 2009
za pore smoother.. za blemish shoot lotion.. za blemish shoot skin conditioning mist.. za two-way foundation.. za concealer perfection.. well.. i never knew i had so many za products..
2:29 PM
Friday, September 18, 2009
the shoe that i bought when i went hongkong in april gave way yesterday when i was on my way to plaza singapura.. ): anyway.. arranged to meet my mum and my sister at plaza singapura yesterday wanting to watch the ugly truth.. but in the end.. we watched whatever works in which the character played by larry david reminds me of guang de..
9:20 AM
Saturday, September 12, 2009
7:31 PM
Thursday, September 10, 2009
i hate it when i need to do exchange for purchases that are spoilt because i do not keep receipts!!
10:27 AM
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
did i tell you that the za pore smoother i bought in jb is cheaper than those selling in singapore?? anyway.. za pore smoother is still out of stock in singapore..
7:43 PM
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
i feel like having chicken mcnuggets now..
3:25 PM
Saturday, September 05, 2009
headed for city square in jb with bennie earlier today wanting to watch turning point being screened in cantonese.. but because it took us longer than usual to get from woodlands checkpoint to sultan iskandar complex (jb checkpoint) due to the low frequency of bus 950.. we ended up being late for almost an hour.. and as we were both not free for the movie at other timings.. we went shopping instead where i managed to get my za pore smoother.. (: but well.. i am still quite upset that i did not get to watch turning point..
6:07 PM
Monday, August 31, 2009
9:21 AM
Thursday, August 27, 2009
2 weeks ago.. i had tendered my resignation so that i need not feel guilty over my frequent absence from work where i seem like a redundant staff..
10:36 AM
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
i bought it to try when i saw the advertisement in cleo's june 2009 issue.. and after having used it as my makeup base.. my makeup lasts longer.. besides so.. my pores are not much visible.. (: but the sad thing is that it is currently out of stock in singapore.. ):
*this entry was supposed to have been published yesterday.. but for some reasons.. it is only published today..*
12:15 AM
Thursday, August 20, 2009
i think i am falling sick soon..
7:03 PM
Saturday, August 15, 2009
i am now allergic to prawn and chilli although i was not in the past..
2:00 PM
Friday, August 14, 2009
i had all along been wanting to go on a trip on my own.. but.. where to??
6:50 AM
Thursday, August 13, 2009
i should be on the way home now and not at home..
5:32 PM
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
it is time i should learn to work at a slower pace.. as told by my colleague.. by working at a faster pace.. i would clear the tasks given to me at a faster rate.. and by completing the tasks given to me at a faster rate.. the tasks left for me to do will too lessen at a fast rate.. in the end.. it will only result in me earning lesser.. ):
2:53 PM
Monday, August 10, 2009
what were you doing yesterday at 8.22pm??
5:24 AM
Thursday, August 06, 2009
today is the fifth time i did not report for work just because i woke up late.. well.. will i be fired as a result??
3:45 PM
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
soon.. i will have my blog open only to invited readers.. do not ask me why.. i have no idea why exactly too.. maybe i need some privacy.. or maybe.. i am just following my instinct to do so.. and if you are not on the list of invited readers.. i am sorry..
12:47 PM
Saturday, August 01, 2009
with the exception for alternate friday nights and all saturday nights.. i only sleep about 4 hours each day ever since i started work.. despite so.. the new colleague says i look fresh..
2:15 PM
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
a new colleague reported for work today.. and he is acutally employed to replace the colleague who had just left.. with that.. i am no longer required to do invoicing.. (: but wait.. can i really be optimistic with his presence?? or should i take him as a threat??
7:43 PM
Monday, July 27, 2009
it seems that blogger is not functioning properly these days.. my friends are complaining.. and well.. i am about to..
9:53 PM
Saturday, July 25, 2009
9th august is indeed an important date for singapore.. but.. how many singaporeans know that it is actually singapore's independence day and not singapore's birthday??
8:57 PM
Monday, July 20, 2009
i am quite tempted to apply for leave on wednesday so that i could stay home and watch the solar eclipse.. =X
11:27 PM
Saturday, July 18, 2009
this is bad.. i took cab to work 4 times this week out of the 6 days i work..
11:28 PM
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
i am insanely addicted to chocolate vanilla flavoured mochi ice cream.. =P
9:09 PM
Monday, July 13, 2009
it is pointless for you to just claim that you do not show favoritism and yet doing otherwise.. just in case it has slipped your mind.. but actions speak louder than words..
9:42 PM
Saturday, July 11, 2009
i had rejected the offer of becoming a permanent staff who will need to handle accounts receivables.. and with that.. my position in the company remains as "temporary accounts assistant".. (: but well.. despite me having rejected the offer.. i am asked to help out with invoicing till they employ someone to replace my colleague who is leaving..
7:45 PM
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
a colleague of mine who is currently handling accounts receivable will soon be leaving the company.. and i had just been asked this morning if i would like to replace her and thus become a permanent staff.. well.. the only factor that is holding me back now is that i am unsure if i am able to do whatever that is expected..
10:58 PM
Saturday, July 04, 2009
the higher the expectation, the greater the disappointment
the lower the expectation, the greater the contentment
the lower the expectation, the greater the contentment
11:08 PM
Thursday, July 02, 2009
today is my first day working as a temporary staff for the finance division in a company in the senoko industrial estate.. and well.. i kind of fancy the environment given the colleagues that i am working with which makes me feel rather comfortable.. (: but.. is it wrong for temporary staffs to get dressed in dresses to work??
11:32 PM
alright.. i shall go shower first before the electricity ever trip again..
9:27 PM
Sunday, June 28, 2009
the goods and services tax (gst) credits from the government should be here soon.. (:
2:17 PM
Thursday, June 25, 2009
i am now contemplating if i should switch to using livejournal instead..
6:49 PM
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
gosh!! i almost forgot that it is sharon's birthday tomorrow.. ):
12:02 AM
Monday, June 22, 2009
well.. do you guys think i should consult a doctor regarding my insomnia??
3:36 AM
Sunday, June 21, 2009
help!! i think i am suffering from serious insomnia because i have got difficulty initiating and maintaining sleep.. furthermore.. it has been like this for me for more than a year.. ):
7:06 AM
Thursday, June 18, 2009
hey!! my mum had just added me on facebook.. =P
1:45 PM
Saturday, June 13, 2009
here is an act of junior that makes him more irresistible.. and that is.. junior will insist on keeping whoever is not in the bedroom company and is only willing to sleep when all of us are in the bedroom.. (: well.. sweet!!
4:20 AM
Monday, June 08, 2009
i would like to go for the interviews.. however.. as you can see.. my left toe has been injured.. and with the injury.. i cannot depend much on my left leg for support.. well.. the pain itself had actually lasted for about 7 hours..
and here is the culprit..
6:19 PM
Thursday, June 04, 2009

i had finally finished reading "p.s. i love you".. and the story is so touching that i actually cried.. well.. if you had not seen the movie.. then maybe you should really read the book..
4:27 AM
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
i have got an oral ulcer that is causing quite an amount of difficulty for me to eat comfortably..
10:43 PM
Friday, May 29, 2009
i am back.. (: not from the infinite break.. but rather.. to maintain my blog because i would not want anyone to think that my blog is dead.. anyway.. the reason as to why i had decided to take an infinite break would be made known only when i am back from the infinite break..
3:26 PM
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
i have decided to take an infinite break.. and i will be back only when everything had changed for the better.. till then..
5:18 PM
Thursday, May 21, 2009
before i forget.. this is what happened few days back when i went to have stuffs photocopied at a bookstore with my sister.. as soon as we stepped into the bookstore.. we proceeded to where the photocopier was.. and for as long as we stood there.. we tried hard to get the attention of the uncle who was standing behind the counter using the phone.. despite having being able to see us from where he was.. he did not stop us from using the photocopier without assistance.. and the reason why we had decided to use it without any assistance was because of my sister's previous trip to the same bookstore in which they asked her to do the photocopying without any assistance.. but for that particular trip.. the uncle had actually shouted at us for not asking for assistance.. claiming that we should not have done so especially when there is no sign of "self-service".. however.. there is too no sign of "please ask for assistance".. well.. that is not the main point.. the main point is.. does he have to shout??
4:34 PM
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
it takes me about 1 hour to travel to work.. however.. i need about 2 hours to get home from work.. =X as such.. i had actually tendered my resignation.. and now.. i am back to the process of job hunting and interviews again.. ):
8:23 PM
Friday, May 15, 2009
went back to school this afternoon to rent the graduation robe for graduation together with serene.. and as soon as we were done.. we were approached to cast in a video for graduation.. well.. i hope i look presentable in the video.. (:
11:13 PM
Monday, May 11, 2009
today is my first day of work.. (: and well.. all i did for today were merely just the updating of the students' attendance.. =X
10:15 PM
Thursday, May 07, 2009
i had long wanted to post about this.. that i actually love rainy days.. however.. i noticed that junior tends to shiver and will hide under my blanket whenever it rains.. as a result.. i ended up disliking rainy days..
10:32 AM
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
with me having accepted a temporary job and being offered a permanent job thereafter.. i had actually tried to arrange with the permanent job to start work only after the temporary job ends.. however.. it was not possible.. thus.. i have to make a choice between the permanent job and the temporary job.. of which.. i had chosen the permanent job.. mainly because it is not a temporary job.. and secondly because i no longer have to go through the process of job hunting as well as interviews.. knowing that my sudden withdrawal from the temporary job would cause changes in the schedule.. i had offered to have my friend to replace me so as to minimise the changes.. however.. my offer was subsequently rejected.. well.. i understand that it is partially my fault.. but.. is it still my fault after trying to help??
1:24 PM
Monday, May 04, 2009
i was just saying previously that i had accepted serene's offer of a temporary job because i do not have a permanent job.. and this morning.. i was being offered a permanent job.. =X
5:25 PM
Saturday, May 02, 2009
i am very much eager to slim down as much as possible now.. reason being that almost every girls that i will be working with is slim.. ):
9:29 PM
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
serene offered me a job as a temporary promoter.. and since i do not have a permanent job currently.. i accepted the offer.. (:
10:14 PM
Monday, April 27, 2009
11:43 PM
Saturday, April 25, 2009
the need for me to shave the hair on my legs is about once every 3 days so that i am able to wear short pants and short skirts.. however.. i am getting tired of having the need to do it.. thus.. i was thinking of permanent hair removal.. but.. the cost of it has left me with the choice of doing it only months later.. ): so.. meanwhile.. i still have to go through the process of shaving the hair on my legs.. oh wells..
3:01 AM
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
would you take up a job that is 6 days week with your work schedules either in the morning from 10am to 6pm or afternoon from 2pm to 10pm?? anyway.. i doubt i am likely to undertake such job..
7:02 PM
Thursday, April 16, 2009
i was reading a book.. i was chatting online.. i was listening to music.. and my sister was amazed that i could do all that.. at the same time..
8:42 PM
Monday, April 13, 2009
hey.. it is weird.. many people have been adding me as friend on facebook recently.. and there are some whom i do not even remember knowing them.. =X
12:33 AM
Saturday, April 11, 2009
just minutes ago.. i was updating the photos from the recent trip to hongkong with photos from ron.. and now.. done!! (: anyway.. there is something that my mum had said which i have no idea whether am i happy or guilty over it.. she was telling me that it is alright with her that we (both my sister and i) start looking for a job only after knowing if our application for further studies is successful.. and meanwhile.. she is fine with us being jobless.. well.. i guess i am feeling both happy and guilty..
6:42 PM
Monday, April 06, 2009
hello all.. i am back!! (: did you miss me?? =X anyway.. i had only posted a few pictures from this trip up in this entry.. as for the rest.. i had it being hosted in my photo bucket account.. (:




























actually.. there is this rather spooky happening during the trip.. and that is.. out of nowhere.. an extra piece of undergarment was found in the room which i had shared with serene.. ): however.. with the exception of the unpleasant moments.. this trip is great!! in fact.. it is the most enjoyable trip i had so far.. (:
actually.. there is this rather spooky happening during the trip.. and that is.. out of nowhere.. an extra piece of undergarment was found in the room which i had shared with serene.. ): however.. with the exception of the unpleasant moments.. this trip is great!! in fact.. it is the most enjoyable trip i had so far.. (:
2:39 PM
Sunday, March 29, 2009
i wish i could express how i feel right now in words.. but.. it just seems impossible to find the right words.. ): anyway.. this is the first time that i am not excited at all for a trip..
12:58 PM
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
i have no idea why.. but sadly.. there is this growing tendency in me to think negatively of you.. i am sorry..
11:31 PM
Saturday, March 21, 2009
i created an account with photo bucket so that i can host photos for which others can view.. and i had already had the links up.. (: so.. enjoy!!
10:14 PM
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
hey all.. i cleared every module!! (:
11:07 AM
Monday, March 16, 2009
result will be out in another 6 minutes.. will update again later on my performance..
11:54 PM
Friday, March 13, 2009
i think my result would be released on the coming tuesday..
5:18 PM
Monday, March 09, 2009
out of the blue.. i had the thought of going for facial.. and while i was waiting to call and check the availability.. then i realised that it is not open for business on monday.. =X
10:25 AM
Thursday, March 05, 2009
the shoes placed on the shoe rack just outside of my house are slowly being stolen.. just for last week.. there were 2 pairs of my shoes that were stolen!!
2:14 AM
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
i have made up my mind to only start working after i am back from my trip to hongkong in april.. meanwhile.. i will arrange and attend interviews.. (: anyway.. the more i think of the trip to hongkong.. the more i am not excited about it.. how?? ):
11:57 PM
Saturday, February 28, 2009
my aunt is such a bitch!! a ungrateful and cunning fellow who has got no shame!! i shall see when she gets her retribution..
9:17 PM
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
my examination would have already ended at this very moment.. and i guess i am either delighted that my examination is finally over or worrying how i would perform for management accounting.. well.. seriously.. i am most worried for management accounting.. oh wells..
*take note.. this is a scheduled post..*
*take note.. this is a scheduled post..*
2:30 PM
Saturday, February 21, 2009
i hope i am feeling stress.. i hope i am lacking of sleep.. if not.. i would have no idea why are there pimples growing on my face.. =X anyway.. my examination has just started yesterday with auditing.. and it is going to end on coming wednesday with management accounting.. thereafter.. i am free!! (: and i suppose i will only start looking for a job after i am back from my trip to hongkong with serene as well as fan sheng and his 3 friends.. (:
5:58 AM
Monday, February 16, 2009
i am feeling a little lost as to what i should do after i graduate from nyp even though i had already submit an online application to further study at nie.. and if my application is successful.. what is it that i can do and should be doing before admission to nie?? well.. i do not wish to idle at home.. and.. what are the alternative routes that i can take if my application is not successful??
3:57 AM
Saturday, February 14, 2009
i had practically skipped all lectures and tutorials for this week just to prepare for the examination on my own at home.. and hopefully.. i reap what i sow.. (:
7:43 PM
Sunday, February 08, 2009
james gave me a ride in the lorry that he was driving today.. and i have no idea why i keep wanting to laugh throughout the ride.. =X
11:26 PM
Friday, February 06, 2009
i would be away to prepare for the examination that is around the corner.. thus i will not be updating as often as i do.. although i know that my updates are quite limited.. =P
12:17 AM
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
my sister is plain lazy.. she practically leaves everything for either my mum or me to do.. well.. she may be hardworking with her school stuffs.. but not so at home..
7:48 PM
Sunday, February 01, 2009
i think i have to stop playing mahjong overnight.. it has been robbing me of my sleep.. ):
5:28 PM
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
i watched ip man (screened in cantonese) with james at tebrau city in jb.. and ever since then.. i am tempted to watch all cantonese movie that i am interested in in jb.. =X
7:32 PM
Sunday, January 25, 2009
it is unbelievable.. i am turning 22 on the coming friday!! and frankly speaking.. i feel that i am still relatively childish for someone of my age.. how??
11:54 PM
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
why does she have the tendency to outcast me?? and.. why does she bother coming to me when she is alone?? i just fail to understand it..
6:23 PM
Saturday, January 17, 2009
serene and i had planned for a trip to hongkong in april.. and now.. fan sheng might be joining us.. (:
12:45 AM
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
i think i have to slim down.. because majority of my friends are slim.. and as such.. it makes me look fat when i am with them.. ):
2:18 AM
Friday, January 09, 2009
lately.. i had been rather lazy to put on contact lenses before i go to school.. and as a result.. i am actually getting more and more dependent on my spectacles..
3:49 PM
Monday, January 05, 2009
i just dreamt of bennie this morning.. and i happened to run into him at yio chu kang train station this evening.. well.. what a coincidence..
*sometimes you just have to trust my gut feeling*
*sometimes you just have to trust my gut feeling*
8:05 PM
Thursday, January 01, 2009
went to play mahjong after doing the countdown of 2009 with the people i got to know during my attachment.. and gladly.. i won!! (: well.. i had fun and had enjoyed myself although it was just a simple gathering of us to do the countdown of 2009 followed by games of mahjong.. (: anyway.. happy 2009!!
10:48 PM
Saturday, December 27, 2008
2:48 AM
Thursday, December 25, 2008
all i want for christmas is you.. my reason..
2:00 AM
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
dear all.. i am back from kuala lumpur again.. (: and.. this trip to kuala lumpur is rather different from the previous trip to kuala lumpur.. well.. the pictures are able to tell the difference.. but.. you will have to wait till i get the pictures from them.. (:
1:18 AM
Saturday, December 20, 2008
it would now be my mum and my sister who will be alone at home with junior and noey because i will be leaving for kuala lumpur soon.. oh well..
12:07 AM
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
my mum is back from her recent trip to hongkong with my sister.. and she has bought a total of 17 items for me.. (:
11:52 PM
entrepreneurship project.. cmfi project.. human resource management and practices (hrm) project.. crm project.. well.. this is the first time i seriously had to spend the holiday doing projects.. ):
3:31 AM
Monday, December 15, 2008
i feel so guilty for not keeping junior and noey company.. especially when my mum and my sister is overseas.. ):
3:16 PM
Saturday, December 13, 2008
i will be alone at home with junior and noey for the next 4 days because my mum and my sister had just left for hongkong again this morning..
11:01 PM
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
i finally got a video converter which is able to convert videos of different formats to mp4.. (: and now.. my ipod will be fully utilize.. (:
7:35 PM
Monday, December 08, 2008
this is weird.. the thought of christmas nearing is not much anticipated by me.. anyway.. had done a round of survey for entrepreneurship at vivocity with daphne on saturday.. and well.. this is the first time in my years in nyp in which we seriously had the survey conducted.. surprising??
10:01 PM
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
entrepreneurship is a module that is being offered to various schools in nyp to only final year students in their last semester.. all students taking this module will be assessed on the same assessment requirements.. the only difference is that the students from school of business management (sbm) starts on it 3 weeks later.. how unfair?? ): anyway.. i got nasty towards my tutor for capital markets and financial instruments (cmfi) after her pressing me for an answer and not giving me the time to work the sum out using the calculator..
1:44 AM
Saturday, November 29, 2008
why is it that everyone is making decisions without consulting me especially when i am involve as well?? what am i to them??
5:34 PM
Friday, November 28, 2008
i am tired but i cannot sleep yet.. simply because i had just showered and my hair is still wet.. as such.. i have decided to do some research for my written journal consisting of a good service and a bad service for customer relationship management (crm).. (:
1:57 AM
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
so it was all just a misunderstanding that a small number of them were not willing to pay.. who told me so anyway.. and seriously.. i think my tolerance level is starting to diminish..
3:18 PM
Sunday, November 23, 2008
i seriously wonder what have i done to deserve the ways i am being treated by my classmates.. well.. held a barbecue for the class yesterday.. and it was already being postponed as requested by the majority.. and yet.. there were some who failed to make it.. on top of that.. there were even a few who informed us that they would not be able to make it only after we had bought the food (including their shares) and were already preparing it.. is it not a little too late?? furthermore.. there were even a small number of them who is not willing to pay citing that they did not eat the food.. gosh!! it is alright if you inform us before we buy the food.. at least we would not have overspend the budget by that much.. but why inform us after we had bought the food which is inclusive of your share?? who is going to pay for your share then??
6:45 AM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
5:13 PM
fan sheng said that i had been noticeably early for lesson since school had started this semester.. (: well.. it is so because i had been waking up earlier than usual so that i could go to school by bus rather than by taxi.. and the main reason why i am doing so is that i want to restrict myself from overspending on transportation..
2:44 PM
Monday, November 17, 2008
my class is having a barbecue this coming saturday at pasir ris park.. and i was rather excited over it initially.. but now.. i am not too sure if i still look forward to it.. oh well..
10:02 PM
Thursday, November 13, 2008
i am beginning to detest the way i am now..
2:47 PM
Sunday, November 09, 2008
i had decided to delay the idea of getting a class 3 licence until i graduate from nyp.. and i suppose that means i would have to do the enrollment in december.. (:
10:20 AM
Friday, November 07, 2008
i have no idea why.. but just at the thought that i will soon graduate from nyp makes me feel a little emotional.. oh well.. anyway.. i have got 2 tutors who taught me during the first semester of my first year teaching me now in the final semester of my final year.. (:
7:43 PM
Monday, November 03, 2008
it was not an easy task for me to have changed my sleeping hours to the proper sleeping hours.. and now.. i am worried that i might have to stay up again to do the tutorials.. =X anyway.. it does feel great to be back to nyp.. (:
11:16 PM
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
now that school is starting next week.. i wish that my school holiday lasted longer.. oh well..
1:32 PM
Friday, October 24, 2008
island wide treasure hunt with stops that hold dear memory of the birthday girl and one other from the clique is my birthday celebration plan for cynthia.. of course.. i had even decided to rent a car just for transportation for the day itself.. (: but sadly.. she went beyond my tolerance limit with her way of doing things.. and there goes the birthday celebration for her for this year and years to come.. well.. it is time she should learn it the hard way..
7:39 PM
Thursday, October 23, 2008
suddenly.. i got curious about singapore.. and in the midst of finding more about singapore.. i came to realise that singlish is actually being studied.. (: well.. as stated.. singlish is a badge of identity for many singaporeans.. and i definitely belong to the group.. (:
*nothing more from me liao la*
*nothing more from me liao la*
7:08 AM
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
i feel like going for the internship at universal orlando.. but sadly.. i do not have enough finance.. ):
7:14 PM
Friday, October 17, 2008
i seriously do not know exactly how to describe how i am feeling at the moment.. maybe all i can say is that i am rather disappointed with my friends.. well.. the bottom line is.. human beings are never what you think they are..
2:11 AM
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
i seriously do not give in to poor service standard.. especially in singapore.. and if it is beyond my tolerance level.. i would not hesitate to complain.. but please.. do not label me as a typical singaporean who complains.. (: in short.. this is what happened.. a cashier at carrefour in plaza singapura actually screamed at my mum for wanting to make payment at the express land station.. however.. she did not knew that it was the cashier at the express land station who asked my mum over.. well.. the main thing is.. does she even have to scream??
12:20 AM
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
remember this.. i believe in retribution..
3:35 AM
Saturday, October 04, 2008
i am back from my trip to malacca.. (: and if you wants to go on a trip but has got no idea where to go.. i seriously would not suggest malacca unless you want to end up having to shop at the same place for the entire trip just like me.. =X but maybe i would suggest malacca if your purpose of the trip is to relax instead of shopping.. (:
3:08 AM
Sunday, September 28, 2008
i am now pretty much interested to learn sign language after having watched moonlight resonance.. =X
4:27 AM
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
i am back to giving tuition again.. well.. it seems like i am fated to be teaching.. =P anyway.. played badminton yesterday with james and cynthia at hougang sports hall before heading to hougang swimming complex for a swim.. as a result.. my legs and hands are now aching.. ):
4:28 PM
Saturday, September 20, 2008

watched it with angel this afternoon at the cathay in the grand cathay.. (: it is 1 of the few movies which i would say that i really had enjoyed watching.. (: anyway.. if you were to ask me what my plan is after i graduate any moment before i meet angel.. i would seriously have absolutely no idea.. but after meeting her.. i have decided to take a degree in nanyang technological university (ntu) through national institute of education (nie) if only i am able to major in principles of accounts for secondary level.. (: well.. i am inspired by her..
12:11 AM
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
i cleared another semester again.. (: 1 last semester to go before i am officially a graduate of nanyang polytechnic with a diploma in accountancy and finance..
8:05 PM
Monday, September 15, 2008
i had been resisting the temptation to use any cosmetic for the past few days.. not because i am lazy.. but because i believe that by doing so helps to improve my complexion instead.. (: oh well.. i am indeed vain..
9:25 PM
Sunday, September 14, 2008
i gave up on searching for a job and have decided to work for my aunt instead.. anyway.. i suppose i am really recovering now.. (:
2:27 AM
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
just as i thought i was recovering from being sick.. i vomit.. ): anyway.. it has been weeks since i had my holiday and i am still jobless.. ):
6:05 PM
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
7:53 PM
Thursday, September 04, 2008
cynthia offered me a job.. and it is to help out at her father's stall during the current food fare at suntec convention centre from the first day to the last day.. (: anyway.. i actually came to realise after today that i adapt better to an environment only if there is at least a person who i feel comfortable being with.. =X now i wonder how am i going to be independent when i start to work in the future..
3:11 AM
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
surprises after surprises.. that was what we had for diana just hours before she leaves singapore for internship.. and the next time that i actually get to see her will be 6 months later when we graduate.. oh well..
7:02 PM
Saturday, August 30, 2008
it is weird why i feel happy after knowing that nobody is being placed at where i did my attachment previously for this semester.. =X
2:27 AM
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
went sun tanning with cynthia at sentosa this afternoon.. and i obviously got darker from the tanning.. (: anyway.. i have got a job interview tomorrow in the morning.. so.. do wish me luck.. (:
11:56 PM
Sunday, August 24, 2008
here it is.. the new skin for my blog.. (: well.. it might be a little too simple though.. =X
3:03 AM
Friday, August 22, 2008
the skin for my blog was gone when i view it earlier today.. and thus.. i have decided to change the blogskin.. (:
6:41 AM
Saturday, August 16, 2008
1 paper down.. 3 more papers to go..
1:02 AM
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
been rather busy studying in preparation for the upcoming examination.. and i am on the verge of giving up for published financial statements and consolidation (pfscon).. because i apparently cannot balance any balance sheets.. oh my.. ):
8:21 PM
Thursday, August 07, 2008
i doubt i had an entry mentioning this.. well.. i shall do it now.. (: when i was at jordan road (hongkong).. i was approached by the locals to do a survey.. and as expected.. i was asked to leave my contact details behind.. in the end.. i had been exchanging emails with one of them.. (: anyway.. went to study with daphne at the cafe outside the national library today.. was rather fruitful.. and i seriously have to keep this passion for studying going because the examination is just next week..
9:09 PM
Saturday, August 02, 2008
i have finally completed my part for the last project of this semester.. (: and i would have no more obligations to ib after the presentation on coming monday.. =P
5:06 AM
Monday, July 28, 2008
after having read through several past blog entries that i had posted.. i decided to update a little on my reason.. well.. to date.. it has been 60 days since we last communicated.. and it has been 76 days since i last saw him.. last but not least.. it has been 88 days since everything went wrong..
*i might decide to remove this entry one day*
*i might decide to remove this entry one day*
8:28 AM
Saturday, July 26, 2008
she is not willing to compromise.. what else can i do??
4:25 PM
Thursday, July 24, 2008
i had started studying only on ib in preparation of the coming examination.. however.. it was only today did i realised that ib is not an examinable module.. oh my.. what a waste of my time..
11:03 PM
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
went to plaza singapura today to collect my spectacles.. and after having putting on my spectacles.. my world seems to have been magnified.. =X another issue.. james had only revealed to me today when he accompanied me to collect my spectacles that he had already got his driving license more than a month ago.. and his reason for wanting to tell me only when he gets to see me is that he wanted to see my reaction.. well.. is my reaction really that interesting?? anyway.. i am happy for him.. (:
11:56 PM
Thursday, July 17, 2008
been having blur vision lately.. thus i have decided to go to the optical today to check on my eyesight before i meet bennie.. and the conclusion is that i would need spectacles.. ):
11:49 PM
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
it was initially planned that i will take a morning flight to hongkong to join my mum while my sister will take a night flight back to singapore.. in the end.. i took a morning flight to hongkong.. not to join my mum.. but my sister.. and it was my mum who took a night flight back to singapore instead.. oh well.. anyway.. here you go.. the pictures.. (:













before i forget.. luncheon meat is still available in hongkong.. (:
7:53 PM
Monday, July 14, 2008
while waiting for serene in the toilet today.. i was actually playing with the lock of the handicapped cubicle.. and i end up locking it from the outside.. =X in the end.. i had to climb over from the cubicle beside the handicapped cubicle to unlock it from the inside.. =P anyway.. i will update on my trip to hongkong soon.. need to work on my qm project now.. (:
10:46 PM
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
my mum and my sister departed for hongkong this morning.. and i woke up around 5am just to send them off.. well.. i am starting to miss them already.. =X anyway.. i am taking a morning flight on friday to hongkong to join my mum while my sister is taking the night flight home on friday.. (: another issue.. i went to the singapore immigration and registration today wanting to change my passport photo.. but only to realise that i have to renew my passport instead of changing only the photo..
10:01 PM
Saturday, July 05, 2008

got myself into a little trouble after going johor bahru (jb) today with cynthia and bennie.. ): i am asked to change the photo in my passport.. and i really need to get it done before my upcoming trip to hongkong to avoid any problem with the custom.. oh well..
11:54 PM
Thursday, July 03, 2008
jerry has been complaining that daphne, serene and i does not treat him as a guy.. poor thing.. anyway.. i am feeling a little less stressful compared to the previous week.. (:
5:27 PM
Sunday, June 29, 2008
10:15 PM
Friday, June 27, 2008
had presentation for international business (ib) yesterday.. and it was actually the first time in the current semester that i get to dress in formal.. =X well.. finally a project lesser to worry over now.. (:
11:58 PM
Monday, June 23, 2008
guys.. please remind me that i have just decided to go on diet..
9:22 PM
Sunday, June 22, 2008
i realised that i have so far been slacking for this semester.. well.. maybe that is the reason why i am always reading the lecture notes lately.. and hopefully it is not too late to catch up..
7:48 AM
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
diana gave cynthia and i a ride just now.. and it was actually the first time she gave others a ride (besides her parents).. (: so honoured..
3:14 AM
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
just started working yesterday on projects that are due when school reopens next week.. and hopefully.. it is possible to get it done.. (:
1:42 PM
Thursday, June 12, 2008
i am back!! (: and this is seriously going to be a rather long entry.. =X but i will put in effort to keep it short by uploading more pictures instead.. (: well.. for the entire trip.. we had no itinerary planned ahead.. we have always only decide on where to go when we are ready to leave.. and this made the whole trip adventurously fun.. =P anyway.. i have got some interesting facts to share.. firstly.. at certain locations.. there will be a taxi ticket counter where you have to purchase a ticket before you could board a taxi.. secondly.. i realised that there are more male sales staff than female sales staff.. and lastly.. the local chinese guys (of those i saw) are relatively good looking.. =P actually.. i have a good news to share.. and that is.. i have got B+ for my attachment.. (: before i end.. here you go.. the pictures..



















the trip is memorable despite the disagreements..
6:01 PM
Sunday, June 08, 2008
recovered from sore throat in exchange for a terrible running nose (not that i wanted it).. ): nevertheless.. i am still leaving for kuala lumpur tomorrow afternoon with cynthia despite having all arrangements made only today.. (: well.. feeling a little excited now.. and at the same time.. i am beginning to miss my mother.. =P
10:16 PM
Saturday, June 07, 2008
had sore throat since thursday after a small bite of durian mochi.. and instead of recovering after drinking lots of water.. i am now down with flu.. oh well.. what a way to spend my holiday..
8:35 PM
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
i had been suffering from insomnia for about a month already.. and because i sleep at the wrong time.. i always wake up at the wrong time.. as such.. i end up skipping lectures and tutorials.. well.. i suppose it is time that i sleep at the right time so that i can wake up at the right time.. (: anyway.. i think i did not put in enough effort for my studies ever since school has started.. and i hope that it is not too late to work harder now.. (:
4:21 PM
Saturday, May 31, 2008
amazingly.. i slept at 6am and woke up only at 8pm.. well.. i just wasted one saturday..
11:34 PM
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
guys are such complicated creatures.. or rather.. human beings.. oh well..
6:48 PM
Monday, May 26, 2008
there were three hours break in between lessons today.. and we stayed in school for the first hour to do tutorial for accounting information system (ais).. (: well.. went orchard for lunch since we decided to skip lecture for quality management (qm).. and that makes our break four hours instead of three.. =P
6:42 PM
Sunday, May 25, 2008
maybe because i have been staying up late at night to study recently.. and that is why i only sleep for about four hours each day..
8:32 PM
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
i knew this would happen.. but tell me.. that this is not what the ending will be..
2:16 AM
Saturday, May 17, 2008
there is this girl whom i had not been in contact with for six years.. and she called me on thursday night claiming that she called because she happened to see my contact in her phonebook.. but it was only when i went to meet her on friday then i realised that she was trying to recruit me into network marketing.. utterly disappointed.. ):
*i hope that my reason will not be troubled by whatever that is troubling him.. i hope that things would take a change for the better..*
*i hope that my reason will not be troubled by whatever that is troubling him.. i hope that things would take a change for the better..*
1:56 AM
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
there is this mixture of feelings within me now.. wait.. maybe not now.. but recently instead.. and it is all caused by my reason.. oh well..
7:16 PM
Monday, May 12, 2008
i did not do any of my tutorials for last week.. and i would have to do an additional tutorial for all modules for this week.. =X this is the reason why i am still awake.. oh well..
2:18 AM
Thursday, May 08, 2008
9:55 AM
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
i borrowed books from the school's library today.. and there is one which i can find out how emotionally intelligent i really am.. (: interesting..
7:00 PM
Monday, May 05, 2008
7:15 PM
Thursday, May 01, 2008
feeling rather relax now since i had had my report done.. (: anyway.. i had been indulging in shopping quite often these few days.. so much that i wish i am having my holidays now so that i can continue to shop whenever i like.. =X well.. its time i should cut down on my shopping indulgence..
*i miss my reason*
*i miss my reason*
5:15 PM

watched iron man with alvin yesterday.. and it was better than what i had expected.. (: ok.. i am going out now so that i would not miss my reason that much.. =X well.. will update when i get home..
5:15 PM
Sunday, April 27, 2008
i have now only one reason that is holding me back from reporting back to school.. and i miss that reason.. (:
10:31 PM
Saturday, April 26, 2008
i went.. i left.. i am missing..
12:27 AM
Thursday, April 24, 2008
my attachment would end once i end work tomorrow.. thus my liaison officer came down today for the last time to see how i have been.. and after meeting my supervisor.. he told me that he suspects that i have got a high B for my attachment.. (:
9:54 PM
Saturday, April 19, 2008
it is amazing how i wish now that my attachment would not end next week for some reasons.. (: too bad that i do not have control over this.. oh well..
1:26 PM
Monday, April 14, 2008
it has now been a year ever since i got my blog up again.. (: how time flies.. oh well.. (: anyway.. there is only another 9 working days to the end of my attachment.. =P
9:46 PM
Sunday, April 13, 2008
11:52 PM
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
if not for my attachment.. i never knew i will miss nyp this much..
10:28 PM
Saturday, April 05, 2008
james had been accepted by nyp.. and i am so happy for him.. (: cheers for james!!
11:54 PM
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
remember i mentioned that there was a colleague of my supervisor who had actually compared me with her maid?? she had indirectly spoke up for me today.. (:
10:48 PM
Thursday, March 27, 2008
it has been almost a week since the company shifted.. and till now.. i barely can estimate my travelling time correctly.. it could sometimes be as short as 45 minutes.. and at times.. it could be as long as 2 hours.. =X
10:58 PM
Saturday, March 22, 2008
9:00 PM
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
my result for the previous semester is finally released.. and i passed all modules.. (: now.. i am officially a year 3 student.. =P
12:38 AM
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
in less than 5 hours.. my result for the previous semester would be release.. wonder if i am able to get what i want.. oh well..
7:14 PM
Friday, March 14, 2008
i am excused from attachment for 2 days again.. and i am seriously worried that this will affect my grade for attachment.. =X anyway.. i think the company requested for internship students because they needed some cheap labour.. well.. i concluded so because i overheard the colleague of my supervisor (whom labelled me as maid) persuading the others to do some binding of their documents now.. stating that they should take advantage of the situation now where they still have internship students to help them do such errand.. and even asked the others if they would rather do it on their own when the internship students had left.. oh my..
6:36 PM
5:48 PM
Sunday, March 09, 2008
good news.. (: starting from this week.. i am no longer that lonely doing my attachment.. (: simply because that is an addition of 2 nyp students.. =P
1:58 PM
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
i went to the doctor wanting to know the reason for my blur vision.. and as such.. i am excused from attachment for 2 days.. but.. will my grade for attachment be thus affected??
11:18 AM
Sunday, March 02, 2008
my mum bought me a playstation portable (psp).. (: i suppose i will not be sleeping that much on my way to work and back home starting the coming monday then.. =P before i forget.. there are only 8 weeks to the end of my attachment.. and since i had survived for 3 weeks.. i believe that i will survive for the remaining 8 weeks.. (: lastly.. i wonder how is everybody and their attachment..
12:24 AM
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
cynthia had actually asked me to go malaysia with her on the coming saturday.. and my mum agreed to let me go unhesitatingly.. (:
10:32 PM
Sunday, February 24, 2008
i am beginning to detest sundays.. but maybe not any longer after my attachment.. =P
12:59 AM
Friday, February 22, 2008
amazing.. i have actually spent about $150 this week just to travel to work and to travel back home..
11:26 PM
Thursday, February 21, 2008
how i wish i am able to update with exact details of what happened during my attachment.. but i am not allowed to do so.. oh well.. anyway.. i will soon be left with only 9 weeks of attachment.. (:
9:09 PM
Saturday, February 16, 2008
another 10 weeks to the end of my attachment.. i wonder if i will survive till then.. anyway.. i seriously dislike a colleague of my supervisor.. simply because she compared me to her maid at home.. and if not for my result.. i would not have bothered to pretend that i do not mind..
9:11 PM
Monday, February 11, 2008
today is the first day of my attachment.. and i got to know someone who is also doing attachment in the same company as me.. although she is not in the same department as me.. i am at least not alone.. (:
10:52 PM
Thursday, February 07, 2008
happy chinese new year!! (:
1:40 AM
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
it has been rather long since i stayed out late at night.. and well.. did so on the day i had my last paper.. (: anyway.. went balcony with diana, cynthia and richard after my dinner with serene, daphne and hoe chuan.. and while cynthia, richard and i were waiting for diana.. richard treated us to swensen's.. (: actually.. i yearn for leisure shopping and movie at the moment.. any of u interested??
8:29 AM
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
as promised.. i am back.. (: well.. my examination is finally over.. and i hope that i am able to pass all module.. (: anyway.. i have already been informed where i am posted to for my attachment.. and i am the only from nyp to be posted there.. oh well.. ok.. i actually wanted to make a trip down today to determine how long i will need to travel there.. but did not in the end because i am too tired.. =P
2:36 PM
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
before the day ends.. happy birthday to me!! (:
11:32 PM
Sunday, January 27, 2008
i get paranoid easier now after being robbed once.. well.. do be more vigilant to the surrounding..
3:06 AM
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
this blog is not dead.. just that i will be away studying for my examination.. (: i will be back.. till then..
1:48 AM
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
attended tep awards 2008 this afternoon.. and i am one of the recipients of outstanding performance award for customer service unit and event management and roadshow.. (:
10:04 PM
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
oh jielin.. please study!!
12:00 AM
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
12:28 AM
Sunday, January 06, 2008
7:11 PM
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
happy birthday to my mum!! (:
12:01 AM
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
joined cynthia and her friends (yeelin, josephine, dean, xiao hui) at mind cafe.. and after playing a few games.. i end up having a bruise on my hand.. ): anyway.. we left together with dean since he has to leave early to join another group of friends for countdown as well as a birthday celebration.. the rest of us then went down to grapevine cafe bar and restaurant at upper serangoon where we did countdown for 2008.. thereafter we left for pool at hougang plaza where we waited for terence and his friends for 3 hours.. played only 2 rounds with them before we (the girls) went home.. well.. i guess everybody was already too tired by then.. (: lastly.. another 64 more minutes.. (:
10:56 PM
i remember telling my mum this.. if she were to be alone at home with the 2 dogs.. i would rather stay home and keep her company than to go out.. and my mum actually had to lie to me yesterday so that i would go out for the countdown of 2008.. gosh.. i feel so guilty.. anyway.. will update again later on how i actually spent the first 7 hours of 2008..
7:43 AM
Monday, December 31, 2007
for this week.. i only have to go back to school for lessons on thursday.. (: i feel as if my school holiday were extended..
12:22 AM
Sunday, December 30, 2007
i just dislike his presence..
12:56 AM
Thursday, December 27, 2007
3:16 PM
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
merry christmas!! (:
12:11 AM
Sunday, December 23, 2007
i am left with only a week of school holiday.. guess it is time that i start studying seriously.. anyway.. while waiting for my mum at the taxi stand this afternoon.. i found out that many people would just jump queue and board the taxi without asking if you are in the queue when you obviously are.. i guess it is time people should be taught what basic courtesy is..
10:06 PM
Thursday, December 20, 2007
just realised that my examination is only about 5 weeks away.. rather worried how i would perform for business finance as well as taxation..
11:52 PM
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
i am bored being home the whole day during my term break..
1:07 AM
Saturday, December 15, 2007

this is the phone that i had previously dropped into the toilet bowl.. and it is functioning properly again now.. (: should i still send it for servicing??
6:09 PM
Wednesday, December 12, 2007

went compasspoint yesterday to meet my mum to get a new phone since i dropped mine into the toilet bowl.. and i got LG KU970.. (: anyway.. for business finance project.. contact number of each group members has to be submitted along with the report.. interesting??
1:53 PM
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
what is this?? i actually dropped my phone into the toilet bowl!! oh well..
1:20 PM
Saturday, December 08, 2007
does any of u know the fact that i dislike doing projects?? it does not matter whether i know or do not know how to do the project.. it is because there are always conflict while doing the project..
3:32 PM
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
one reason why i get frustrated when i am doing my tutorials is the way the tutorial questions are asked.. well.. why are the tutorial questions asked in such a way that there are several ways to interpret it?? there are instances that i do not have the same answer in mind after reading it again.. this is driving me nuts..
12:40 AM
Sunday, December 02, 2007
i promised my aunt to help her with the christmas tree at her office weeks ago.. and i finally got it done yesterday.. (: anyway.. i just found out that my term break is about 2 weeks away only..
7:25 PM
Thursday, November 29, 2007
11:53 PM
please.. let me fall in love with accounts again..
2:10 AM
Saturday, November 24, 2007
amazingly.. my interest for business law is still appreciating.. (:
11:20 AM
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
34 more days to christmas!! (: and that means my 21st birthday is only 70 days away..
12:10 AM
Monday, November 19, 2007
i passed my german quiz.. (: although i passed only by half a mark.. i am still glad that i passed.. (: anyway.. it is alright to me if i do not get good grades.. i have always only wished to be able to pass.. not only for german.. but for all modules.. well.. will my wish be granted??
4:23 PM
Thursday, November 15, 2007
i used to prefer having long nails rather than short nails.. but now.. i would choose short nails over long nails.. (: and i must say that short nails are much easier to apply nail polish to compared to long nails.. (:
12:28 AM
Saturday, November 10, 2007
oh my.. flu was just the beginning..
10:37 PM
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
just because i sneeze before the start of cost accounting lecture yesterday and i am down with flu now.. how unlucky can i be.. ): i simply hate to be sick..
2:13 PM
12:50 AM
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
i just do not have the mood now to do my taxation tutorial.. neither do i have the mood to study for the quiz on information communication technology (ict).. oh well.. anyway.. elena is such a cute baby.. (:
1:01 AM
Thursday, November 01, 2007
i want a new blogskin!! i want to know my result for tep!!
12:41 AM
Sunday, October 28, 2007
learnt how to play billard yesterday.. was tougher than pool.. but.. i will master it one day.. (:
9:18 PM
Friday, October 26, 2007
there will be a quiz on german language during the next german lesson.. wonder how i will fare.. (: anyway.. the result for tep has yet to be out.. oh well..
11:48 PM
Monday, October 22, 2007
if i were to continue working on weekends.. i would not have enough time for my studies.. thus.. i have made up my mind not to work on weekends.. (: anyway.. had a belated birthday celebration for sin li on saturday.. and it was supposed to be a surprise for her.. but i think she somehow knew it.. oh well.. nevertheless.. hope she enjoyed herself.. (: one more thing.. i am beginning to find business law interesting.. (:
3:23 PM
Thursday, October 18, 2007
i have got a german name.. "renate".. (: anyway.. attended the first lesson for german today.. and i have learnt how to introduce myself in german.. also.. i have learnt how to pronounce the alphabets.. well.. there are actually 30 alphabets in the german dictionary.. (:
7:58 PM
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
no doubt that i will be more busy studying this semester as supplementary papers are no longer available.. oh well.. (: anyway.. all lectures are now only 1 hour instead of the usual 2 hours.. i wonder why..
12:19 AM
Friday, October 12, 2007
is there really nobody taking german language as elective just like me??
8:55 PM
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
11:07 PM
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
my time table for the next semester is out.. and i am taking german language as my elective.. so elated.. (: anyway.. remember that i said previously that i want more time for leisure?? well.. i had been out with sin li for the past 2 days.. and we happened to be shopping along the route of bus number 88.. yesterday was toa payoh and hougang while today was pasir ris and ang mo kio.. interesting??
11:39 PM
Saturday, October 06, 2007
i might have been very busy working lately.. nevertheless.. i still get to do some shopping.. (: just recently.. i spent about $160 on clothing, shoes, a wallet and a bag.. anyway.. holiday just started not too long ago for me and yet school is going to reopen in another week.. ): i just wish that i have more time for leisure.. oh well..
11:43 PM
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
while at work for the past few days.. i was wondering.. when will i get my result??
2:20 PM
Friday, September 28, 2007
customer service and personal presentation is one of the module i took during classical.. and the module is actually being offered outside as well.. furthermore.. certificates are issued by workforce development agency (wda) upon completion only if you have showed the ability to display and understand what was taught.. anyway.. the certificate is now being offered to tep students provided that we show 100% competency during the assessment.. and i am one of the selected students who is able to take the assessment.. (:
12:45 AM
Sunday, September 23, 2007


urban (where i am working at) is currently having a clearance sales and prices go as low as $5.. but.. take note that there are certain items that trying is not allowed.. for example.. items that are $5.. however.. despite putting the sign (above) up.. there are still customers asking me if they could try.. oh well.. anyway.. urban is where i will be working permanently as a part time staff.. (:
11:44 PM
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
there is no longer the need for me to count the number of days to my holiday.. simply because my holiday has already started.. anyway.. got to make sure i make good use of the holiday as my next holiday will be a year later after school reopens again.. (:
2:02 PM
Thursday, September 13, 2007
i thought it was my illusion.. but little did i expect that what i experienced was the effect of the earthquake in indonesia.. interesting..
11:34 PM
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
6 more days to my holiday!! (:
10:28 PM
Friday, September 07, 2007
what is the point of showing me that you are displease with me by mimicking me?? ok.. had ica (role play) today.. and each group were to send a representative to pick a piece of paper with number written on to determine the order in which we do the role play.. one good thing is that we were allowed to go home once our group is done.. and i was so happy that my group got 2.. well.. maybe it was the way that i showed that i am happy that have offended you..
11:40 PM
Monday, September 03, 2007
good news!! i have got a new job at "2 in love".. was working at the pushcart in bugis on saturday as well as sunday.. and i never knew that my colleague and i share the same surname until a guy called out for her by her surname yesterday.. what a coincidence.. (: anyway.. meet my group for discussion on the project (role play) this morning.. and well.. we are left with only the rehearsal now.. (: another issue.. i really curse the fellow who stole 2 pairs of my shoe.. making me having to spend money on shoe again.. furthermore.. my sister has a pair of shoe missing.. ):
5:12 PM
Friday, August 31, 2007
18 more days to my holiday!! (:
7:12 PM
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
friendster is currently down.. so.. i shall do some updates now.. (: anyway.. the pace for classical is really fast.. just had an in course assessment (ica) today on customer service and personal presentation.. and there will be another tomorrow on business process and project management.. furthermore.. the group presentation is just next week.. oh well.. but the good news is.. 21 more days to my holiday!! (:
8:07 PM
Thursday, August 23, 2007

sin li is going chiang mai this sunday to visit her sister who is now working there.. and so.. i accompanied her today to several places so that she can get what she intended to get for her sister.. (: first stop was centrepoint where she bought chocolates from sins for her sister.. second stop was takashimaya.. (: and i am so glad that we went there as i was finally able to use my voucher although it was at cold storage.. anyway.. next and the final stop was liang court where she went kinokuniya and bought a $34 hello kitty lunchbox.. (: well.. was already too tired to study when i got home..
9:16 PM
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
28 more days to my holiday!! (:
8:06 PM
Friday, August 17, 2007
received an sms this afternoon from my supervisor asking if i would be able to attend the debrief session today.. and well.. even though i did not attend the debrief session.. i got the presentation slides and movie clip (made by my supervisor) from anthony.. (: and oh my.. i am so touched.. guess i am going to miss the days in emrs more than my days in the call centre.. maybe because emrs interests me more.. nothing to do with the friends i knew from the respective stopover.. (: anyway.. glad that i am 1 of the 13 students that my supervisor wanted to say sincere thanks to.. (: also.. was shocked that we created so many new records.. like leaving school only at 11.30pm, having the highest number of event suppliers and having the highest number of event overall in charge.. (: surprisingly surprise..
9:54 PM
32 more days to my holiday!! (:
4:48 PM
Monday, August 13, 2007

this is the top that i have just ordered online recently.. and when i was about to make payment for it today.. then i realized that my account do not have enough balance for the transfer.. oh well.. however.. i found someone in the end who was able to help with it.. (: luckily.. anyway.. it appears to me that my supervisor dislike henry helping me out.. he wants henry to be back in the project room the moment he saw him helping me with the arranging of stocks today.. and there was another time during the national day event.. i asked henry to help me with the order of how the products are to be displayed.. and the minute my supervisor saw so.. he asked henry to go back to the project room as soon as he is done.. why?? i really see no harm with henry helping especially when henry is familiar with the stuffs..
10:53 PM
Saturday, August 11, 2007
my days in emrs are coming to an end soon.. after which.. i will move on to classical and study.. (: and for now.. i will be busy doing my reports although my last event has already ended.. anyway.. the last event was also a success just like the previous.. (:
10:02 PM
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
it is so irresponsible of that taxi driver to just leave after waiting for exactly 5 minutes without calling me to inform that he has arrived.. i was so mad that i complained when i called again to book a taxi.. well.. i was just not myself today.. anyway.. was at united square for training as a sales assistant for "urban" (another new job).. and one good thing of this job is that i am paid on a daily basis.. so.. no worries that there will be delay in getting my salary.. (:
11:28 PM
Sunday, August 05, 2007
finally.. there is a day in the week that i do not have to go school and attend lesson.. (: so delighted over it.. anyway.. went out with cynthia yesterday.. firstly.. to buy notebook as my organizer because i can no longer resist the temptation to buy it.. (: secondly.. to keep her company while she prepares herself for the examination which she did not really do so in the end.. (: one more thing.. i almost forgot that i volunteered to do the draft presentation slides for tomorrow.. (: so.. off i go to have it done now..
3:52 PM
Friday, August 03, 2007
initially.. i intend to claim my overtime when i apply for flexi leave so that i do not have to go school for a week.. (: however.. i was being told last minute that overtime has to be claim by this week if not it will all be forfeited.. why?? simply because my team is involve in the upcoming national day event which will be at the link way outside fast food canteen.. oh well..
9:48 PM
Monday, July 30, 2007

summer scent is officially over.. and i can finally go home once school ends at 5.30pm for me.. (: seems to have been ages since i leave school around that time.. (: anyway.. talking about summer scent.. there is a good news that i wish to announce.. and that is.. we managed to hit our sales target of $5500.. in fact.. we set a new record for fashion show held by emrs with a total sales of about $11000 when previous highest record was only $6500.. (: a great difference??
10:33 PM
Sunday, July 29, 2007
my aunt came this morning to fetch my mum and i to her office.. and i am still here.. (: well.. was really bored sitting here without anything to do.. so.. i asked my mum if i can help her with her accounts.. and guess what?? i helped her to enter a few data.. (: anyway.. i am really busy for the past week.. literally stayed in school daily to do stock counting and some logistics matters just to be prepared for the event for the next day.. however.. it was all worthwhile since i can claim days of overtime.. (: lastly.. the event is ending on monday.. hopefully we can reach our sales target as a whole..
4:26 PM
Monday, July 23, 2007
it is now already 11.15pm and i just got home from school.. well.. all because i stayed in school to help out in doing the banner for our summer scent.. (: anyway.. was rather busy these few days due to logistics.. stocks.. and banner.. also.. i am helping to promote summer scent tomorrow in lectures.. (:
11:27 PM
Thursday, July 19, 2007
summer scent is drawing nearer and nearer.. wonder how it will turn out to be after weeks of hard work put in by the whole emrs.. (: hope it will turn out well.. anyway.. my poor supervisor is now down with chicken pox.. so the only way of communication is through the phone.. even meetings.. cute?? (:
*summer scent @ NYP on 26th, 27th & 30th july from 10.30am to 4.30pm*
*summer scent @ NYP on 26th, 27th & 30th july from 10.30am to 4.30pm*
7:26 PM
Monday, July 16, 2007
the way you think affects the way you feel
the way you feel affects the way you walk
the way you walk affects the way you talk
the way you talk affects the way you think
the way you feel affects the way you walk
the way you walk affects the way you talk
the way you talk affects the way you think
9:49 PM
Thursday, July 12, 2007
finally got back my result for my performance in the call centre.. and i am proud to say that i got an 'A'.. (: anyway.. was told by my supervisor that my team do not need to go do sourcing as planned.. he just want us to find out from the confirmed suppliers the measurements of the fitting and fixture which they will be providing us with.. after we are done with that.. all we can do will be to play games in the project room till the day the goods are delivered to school.. (: well.. a long break??
8:05 PM
Monday, July 09, 2007
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10:31 PM
Saturday, July 07, 2007

yesterday was last day in emrs for zul with us.. hope he enjoyed the times he spent with us for the past 3 weeks.. (: anyway.. we bid him farewell with a card plus a drawing on the whiteboard before heading plaza singapura for dinner at secret recipe.. and well.. although we do not have the whole team with us.. we had the supervisor with us instead.. (: there we were after finishing our meals.. chatting and gossiping together with the supervisor.. (: and i am totally amazed by the level in which he understands us.. however.. just like the rest.. he was not able to guess my age.. (: but.. is it really that hard to tell??
1:53 PM
Monday, July 02, 2007
gosh.. never expect today to be so tiring.. (: went meet suppliers with zul and connie before meeting the rest at queensway shopping centre.. and i am so delighted the moment i know that both suppliers are willing to work with us on consignment basis.. (: well.. experience with both suppliers was not that scary as we imagined it to be.. anyway.. after we met up at queensway shopping centre.. we got a t-shirt that exclusively belongs to our team.. and i was so excited about it that i actually left the email address of a new supplier found in the shop which we had our t-shirt made.. oh well.. got to try ways to get it back..
9:56 PM
Sunday, July 01, 2007

went sentosa today with ah foo.. and it has been such a long time since i last went sentosa.. am glad that i can still figure my way around.. (: anyway.. our purpose of going sentosa today is to tan.. however.. the sun was not favourable.. oh well.. despite so.. we had lots of fun taking pictures.. (: above is the picture that i like most..
9:50 PM
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
hope that everybody from emrs enjoyed the team building today which my team has planned.. (: highlight only on the last game.. a game which is actually something similar to water bomb.. (: and as expected.. all teams came attacking my team.. so.. instead of them being wet.. my team members were those who got wet.. and for this very reason.. i even had to cancel tuition.. and since i have to lie to the parents to cancel tuition.. i lied to the parents that i got chicken pox.. =P this not only allows me to have more rest.. it also enabled me to focus more on the mega roadshow.. lots of details being held up just because we got to prepare the team building.. and now is the time we catch up.. (: anyway.. found out that guys from my team are really caring.. so sweet and attentive.. (: maybe because they are attached.. that is why they are better at taking care of people.. (: is that really so??
9:11 PM
Sunday, June 24, 2007
supposed to meet my emrs team 1pm at vivo city today for discussion on team building as well as the suppliers to get for the mega roadshow.. and i was actually half an hour late along with 2 other girls.. well.. at least i am not the only.. (: anyway.. today was a rather fruitful trip.. because we have already decided on the suppliers to work with and the activities to carry out for the mega roadshow.. also.. we know what games to have for team building.. (: so.. if you belong to emrs and is not from my team (team 6).. be prepared for what we have planned for you.. (: and for team building.. everybody in my team even go to the extent of buying an orange coloured shirt for easy identification as a 'game master'.. (: lastly.. for team building.. i gave every members of my team a christian name of the opposite sex starting with alphabet M.. and this will actually be drawn onto our orange coloured shirt.. (: interesting??
10:46 PM
Saturday, June 23, 2007
there seems to be so many things that my team has to do.. firstly.. we have to list the suppliers that we would like to work with for the mega roadshow which will be held outside the auditorium in another 3 weeks.. secondly.. we got to plan games for team building that is to be carried out within the emrs on the coming wednesday.. well.. it appears that we got plenty of time.. but the thing is that we got to do presentation for both on monday.. and we were only told of it this afternoon.. anyway.. does any of you have any suggestions for either of it?? (:
12:10 AM
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
"Happiness" by Max Ehrmann
To be without desire is to be content. But contentment is not happiness. And in contentment there is no progress.
Happiness is to desire something, to work for it, and to obtain at least a part of it.
In the pursuit of beloved labour the busy days pass cheerfully employed, and the still nights in peaceful sleep. For labour born of desire is not drudgery, but manly play.
Success brings hope, hope inspires fresh desire, and gives zest to life and joy to labour.
This is true whether your days be spent in the palaces of the powerful or in some little green by-way of the world.
Therefore, while yet you have the strength, cherish a desire to do some useful work in your little corner of the world, and have the steadfastness to labour.
For this is the way to the happy life; with health and endearing ties, it is the way to the glorious life.
To be without desire is to be content. But contentment is not happiness. And in contentment there is no progress.
Happiness is to desire something, to work for it, and to obtain at least a part of it.
In the pursuit of beloved labour the busy days pass cheerfully employed, and the still nights in peaceful sleep. For labour born of desire is not drudgery, but manly play.
Success brings hope, hope inspires fresh desire, and gives zest to life and joy to labour.
This is true whether your days be spent in the palaces of the powerful or in some little green by-way of the world.
Therefore, while yet you have the strength, cherish a desire to do some useful work in your little corner of the world, and have the steadfastness to labour.
For this is the way to the happy life; with health and endearing ties, it is the way to the glorious life.
8:57 PM
Monday, June 18, 2007
had some introduction on what life in emrs is going to be like today.. and i found out something.. that if i am to work overtime in school.. i would then not be able to conduct tuition after school.. how?? got to inform my supervisor about it as soon as possible.. (: anyway.. never knew that call centre was known as the frozen fish tank till today during the lecture.. totally clueless as to why is the call centre being labelled as such.. (: and before i forget.. the girls and i went round visiting our call centre pals who are now in different stopover as us.. we even went down to the call centre to visit the current batch of people.. (: miss those days in the call centre..
7:28 PM
Friday, June 15, 2007
2 more lessons to go and i can get my first pay for working as a home tutor.. looking forward to it.. (: anyway.. today is officially the last day in the call centre for us.. and it seems that everybody is so unwilling to make the calls.. well.. i even make use of the time to prepare worksheets for the girl i am tutoring.. (: and before i forget.. here is the last tabulations of calls made and completed survey i can produce.. had only 41 completed survey from the 169 calls made.. good?? or.. bad??
11:56 PM
Monday, June 11, 2007
finally had the time to make the trip down to the police station today.. was told by the inspector that my statement is no longer that important since the robber has already pleaded guilty.. however.. they will still call me down when they need me as a witness.. (: one more thing.. that robber has sold my laptop.. and the best part is.. he sold it to someone whom he was unable to contact.. oh well.. never mind.. anyway.. went to nokia service centre at tampines mall to collect my phone.. sent it for servicing yesterday before i went sentosa to look for cynthia.. (: and here is something that will make you laugh.. bryan and i took train wanting to go to ip zone which we thought was in pasir ris.. and when we board the train.. we realised we were heading the wrong direction.. ended up in si mei.. upon knowing.. we alighted and took the train towards pasir ris instead.. but when we reach pasir ris.. we found out that ip zone was actually in si mei.. where we alighted initially.. oh my.. how blur can we get??
9:48 PM
Thursday, June 07, 2007
i just got home from work but am going out again.. to help my aunt see if my uncle has committed adultery.. anyway.. there is something very pleasant that i want to share.. (: remember i was robbed of my laptop about 4 months back?? which is on the day just before valentine.. and guess what?? the robber has now been caught.. (: seriously delighted over it although i still do not know whether will i be able to get back my laptop.. nevertheless.. glad that the robber has been caught.. (: well.. are you guys happy for me??
9:21 PM
previously.. there was 2 divisions within the singtel team.. namely dealers and retailers.. but now.. we only have the dealers left.. and that is the reason why there was a restructure in the singtel team leaving us now with only 5 agents instead of 11.. (: anyway.. it is going to be a long weekend for me because i took flexi leave for today and tomorrow.. but.. i am not staying home to enjoy because i still got to work and do the reports.. (:
10:51 AM
Monday, June 04, 2007
once again.. presentation has been postponed.. initially was because the absence of a supervisor.. and next was because the lecture theatres are all booked.. oh well.. (: anyway.. here are the tabulations for the month of may.. i made 1353 calls.. and had only 286 completed survey.. percentage of successful survey had dropped drastically compared to month of april.. but i am perfectly ok with it.. (: on top of that.. there is a restructure in the singtel team.. some were posted to in bound while some were posted to dbs.. and i wonder.. why change when we only have another 2 weeks in the call centre??
3:04 PM
Thursday, May 31, 2007
there are so many things that i want to say now.. firstly.. my mum is going overseas again with her colleagues.. but this time only to malaysia for 4 days.. (: well.. hopes that she enjoys herself.. secondly.. went out with cynthia last night for pool.. been so long since i last seen her.. glad that we both made the effort to meet up.. (: thirdly.. i have already know where i will be for my next stopover.. events management and roadshow.. heard that it is fun.. so.. i am prepared to enjoy myself over there.. (: lastly.. i was given so many tasks yesterday.. one would be to replace yi rui in the presentation for the sharing session within call centre.. next was to be a replacement for the in bound.. to pick up calls for singapore sports council.. furthermore.. was assigned to make calls for adrian instead.. well.. now you know how busy i was in the call centre yesterday.. (: and before i forget.. i had the first lesson yesterday.. and if you ask me to rate my first lesson as a tutor.. it would be 2.. worst than expected.. (: well.. guess i was just too nervous..
12:52 PM
Sunday, May 27, 2007
i have already decided to take off to get my reports done.. well.. shall take it just a week before the reports are due.. (: anyway.. i planned to go prata house at upper thomson for the next call centre's outing.. (: shall inform them tomorrow.. and hopefully.. majority will be able to go.. (:
7:24 PM
Thursday, May 24, 2007
in another 3 weeks.. my tep in call centre would end.. and i am starting to wonder where i will be posted to for my next stopover.. (: well.. no matter where i am posted to.. i just hope to meet friends like those i have in the call centre.. (: anyway.. went out with people from the call centre again.. had dinner with them at the hongkong cafe in cineleisure on tuesday.. and i told them that the next outing for the call centre would be plan by me.. but till now.. i still have no idea which would be a better choice.. new york new york in amk hub?? or.. prata house at upper thomson??
10:05 AM
Monday, May 21, 2007
i am feeling so happy now.. guess what?? i was praised by a china customer that i speak good chinese.. and that if she were to rate me.. she would say that i am very good.. (: anyway.. i got the "star performer of the week" again.. (: well.. these little details of life just brighten up my day..
10:46 AM
Wednesday, May 16, 2007

see that?? it is my name.. (: are you happy for me?? (: well.. got it because i did the most number of completed survey for last week..
10:09 PM
Monday, May 14, 2007
i was unable to blog for the past few days.. so.. got no other alternatives but to wait till now when i am in school.. (: well.. it is a monday again.. and that means i am now left with only 5 weeks of tep.. should i be happy over it?? or.. sad?? well.. when you are with a group of people for long enough.. bonding starts.. and if that takes place.. it is hard to part.. so.. always treasure what you have.. (: why do i sound so emotional?? anyway.. calling has been going rather smooth for me for the week.. hope that it will always continue as such so that i can achieve the target.. if not.. i will be nagged at again.. and may everybody reach their target too.. (:
9:16 AM
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
there is nothing for me to do now.. just because i do not have any customer to call for the moment.. (: never mind.. take it as a reward for my hard work so far.. =P anyway.. helped some year 1 boys to unlock their lock just now.. it was the same lock previously used in xinmin.. that is why i know how to unlock it.. (: well.. now that i know the password.. i can use the locker too.. =P nahz.. i am not that nasty.. (: i was even nice enough to teach them how to unlock it.. actually.. it was because they said i must as i am from the customer service centre.. oh well..
4:54 PM
Saturday, May 05, 2007
had the first outing among people from the call centre yesterday.. to kbox we went.. (: well.. had the buffet too.. and.. it appears to me that our purpose there was to eat rather than to sing.. because we took too many food to be finished by the 6 of us.. anyway.. at first.. we have 12 people going.. but in the end.. only 6 went.. and so coincidentally.. we have 2 from singtel, 2 from dbs and 2 from in bound.. evenly spread of spirit?? (: still remember that i was not very happy when i first realised that i was posted to the call centre.. but now.. i guess i am going to miss them when the tep in call centre ends.. which is in another.. 6 weeks??
9:07 PM
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
some tabulations for the month of april.. a total of 523 calls were made by me.. and out of the 523 calls made.. i only have 131 completed surveys.. pathetic?? anyway.. in the future.. if i am on time when meeting you.. guess you have to be thankful to the call centre for training me so.. because since school has started till now.. i was never late.. (: interested to know why i was never late?? it is because if i am ever late (up to 15 minutes).. they would deduct accordingly from my flexi leave.. so.. why sacrifice my flexi leave?? (:
5:26 PM
Sunday, April 29, 2007
Excerpts from "Letters to My Son" by Kent Nerburn
(credits to zhan yi)
It is a mystery why we fall in love.
It is a mystery how it happens.
It is a mystery when it comes.
It is a mystery why some love grows and it is a mystery why some love fails.
Sometimes, hopefully at least once in your life - the gift of love will come to you in full flower, and you will take hold of it and celebrate it in all inexpressible beauty.
This is a dream we all share.
More often, it will come and take hold of you, celebrate you for a brief moment, then move on.
When this happens to young people, they too often try to grasp the love and hold it to them, refusing to see that it is a gift that is freely given and a gift that just as freely, moves away.
They want answers when there are no answers.
They want to know what is wrong in them that makes the other person no longer love them, or they try to get their lover to change, thinking that if some small things were different, love would bloom again.
If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with yourself.
There is nothing wrong with you.
Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart.
The first blush of new love is filled to overflowing, but as their love cools, they revert to seeing their love as a need.
They crease to be someone who generates love and instead become someone who seeks love.
Love has its own time, its own seasons, and its own reason for coming and going.
You can embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you.
But if it chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of your lover, there is nothing you can do and there is nothing you should do.
(credits to zhan yi)
It is a mystery why we fall in love.
It is a mystery how it happens.
It is a mystery when it comes.
It is a mystery why some love grows and it is a mystery why some love fails.
Sometimes, hopefully at least once in your life - the gift of love will come to you in full flower, and you will take hold of it and celebrate it in all inexpressible beauty.
This is a dream we all share.
More often, it will come and take hold of you, celebrate you for a brief moment, then move on.
When this happens to young people, they too often try to grasp the love and hold it to them, refusing to see that it is a gift that is freely given and a gift that just as freely, moves away.
They want answers when there are no answers.
They want to know what is wrong in them that makes the other person no longer love them, or they try to get their lover to change, thinking that if some small things were different, love would bloom again.
If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with yourself.
There is nothing wrong with you.
Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart.
The first blush of new love is filled to overflowing, but as their love cools, they revert to seeing their love as a need.
They crease to be someone who generates love and instead become someone who seeks love.
Love has its own time, its own seasons, and its own reason for coming and going.
You can embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you.
But if it chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of your lover, there is nothing you can do and there is nothing you should do.
7:05 PM
Friday, April 27, 2007
you have absolutely no idea how terrified i was when making this particular call.. we were told to call as the call centre was expecting some visitors.. and as soon as i greet the customer.. the visitors crowd around me.. however.. guess i should count myself lucky as nothing went wrong.. (: anyway.. another week has passed.. which means that i am now left with only 7 weeks in the call centre.. (:
1:11 PM
Thursday, April 26, 2007
"Life is for Living, Live It!"
(credits to diana)
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much, you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real.
When the door of happiness closes, another opens.
But often we look so long at the closed door, we don't see the one which has been opened to us.
Don't go for looks, they can deceive.
Don't go for wealth, it can fade away.
Go for someone who can makes you smile.
Because a smile can make a dark day bright.
Dream what you want to dream.
Go where you want to go.
Be who you want to be.
Because you only have one life and one chance to do the things you want to do.
The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past.
You can't go forward until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
Live your life so that at the end, you're the one smiling when everyone around you is crying.
Don't count years - count memories.
Life is not measured by the number of breath we take.
But, by the moments that take our breath away.
(credits to diana)
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much, you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real.
When the door of happiness closes, another opens.
But often we look so long at the closed door, we don't see the one which has been opened to us.
Don't go for looks, they can deceive.
Don't go for wealth, it can fade away.
Go for someone who can makes you smile.
Because a smile can make a dark day bright.
Dream what you want to dream.
Go where you want to go.
Be who you want to be.
Because you only have one life and one chance to do the things you want to do.
The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past.
You can't go forward until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
Live your life so that at the end, you're the one smiling when everyone around you is crying.
Don't count years - count memories.
Life is not measured by the number of breath we take.
But, by the moments that take our breath away.
8:36 PM
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
as days pass.. i am getting more and more lazy to make the phone calls.. all i can do is.. put on the headset.. look at the data.. choose 1 customer to call.. dial the respective number.. and hope that it will be a completed survey.. (: i seriously wonder.. is there anything else that can be more boring than this?? well.. at least i have a good news.. 8 more weeks of this instead of 9.. (: now.. there is another part of my tep that is on the way.. personal selling.. 1 which i got to pin hope to produce good result on.. because.. the whole process of my tep would be of use for my future resume.. (: sounds good..
12:09 PM
Friday, April 20, 2007
having to report to school daily by 8.30am and yet only start calling at 10am is boring me out.. all i can do is sit by my work station and hope that time pass faster.. and maybe.. do a little filtering of the data as well.. (: anyway.. it is ok.. since i do not benefit even if i hit the target.. besides.. i am not paid to do this.. instead.. i pay school fees to do this.. sounds stupid?? (:
10:03 AM
Monday, April 16, 2007
today is the first day of tep.. (: well.. was rather reluctant to wake up at 6am this morning.. maybe because i am used to the sleeping hours during my holiday.. (: anyway.. we had role play among ourselves as training.. so far.. it appears to be rather fun.. but of course.. things will be different if we are to handle real customers.. especially those nasty customers.. (:
7:31 PM
Saturday, April 14, 2007
ok.. i have decided.. to get my blog up again.. (: actually.. it is pretty obvious.. right?? because if i have decided not to.. how would you have been able to read this entry?? anyway.. school is starting on the coming monday for me.. and i am posted to customer service centre for my teaching enterprise project (tep).. well.. for 9 weeks.. i will be calling on behalf of singtel to conduct survey.. asking customer's satisfaction level based on the various attributes of singtel staffs from the different channels.. (: sounds interesting?? i hope so..
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